A simple life?

Friday, December 31, 2004

Either i'm too blind to see whats wrong wif me or am too proud to admit it and face it. If anyone wants to juz shoot me abt my attitude juz do it man. I noe there's someting reali wrong but juz duno wad. I dun wana wait till i do someting hurtful to others esp my frens den realise whats wrong.

Anyway juz wana thank eliz for the simple yet uplifting msg and jeremy for helping me get the dvd player. Thanks man!

[ Servant of God ] | 4:47 AM |

Monday, December 27, 2004

Now i know why my character is so screwed up. Must i sin then i can notice my bad points? WTS! Past week have been great. Feeling great. But looking back character was reali like a piece of shit. Sian ar. Damm self-centered, selfish, impatient, rude. All this when i just went for confession. Y ar? Sorry man if i was all of the above. Reali sorry. Now i'm thinking machiam destined to go hell. But oso not true, Jesus died for us so we can go to heaven. We have to make a choice. Reali kinda difficult man.

[ Servant of God ] | 4:49 AM |

Sunday, December 26, 2004

Everything's going too well but i know some shit will come again. Anything that goes up surely muz come down. Still need God no matter in good or bad.

[ Servant of God ] | 4:44 AM |

Friday, December 17, 2004

Live in harmony with one another. Do not be proud, but be willing to associate with people of low position. Do not be conceited.
Romans 12:16

[ Servant of God ] | 3:16 AM |

Tuesday, December 14, 2004

SIAN. Remember feeling like this quite a long time ago. No confidence. No patience. Duno y but feel angry. Juz feel like wacking someting. ADFKJSFKSKFJSDKFJ

Y cant juz ppl or yr family accept the way u are. I mean so what if i smoke? So what if i got tattoo? Dun tell me because of dis i cannot be open with you. Hide from you. ~!@# For my whole life i wan to be open with you. Be a real son to u. Tok cock wif u. But cannot because i oso duno y. I dowan to hide stuff from you but oso duno how to tell u abt stuff.

[ Servant of God ] | 6:07 AM |

Sunday, December 12, 2004

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[ Servant of God ] | 3:10 AM |

Saturday, December 11, 2004

The world will hate us. For we are not of dis world. Religion taught me that. We might not care wad others sae about us or how they see us but we are still humans, still haf feelings. But instead of caring how they tink about u y not try to focus more on the close frens and ppl around u. They are more worth it than others who duno u. Hold on man. Stay the way u are. Its ALL GOOD!

[ Servant of God ] | 4:18 AM |

Thursday, December 09, 2004

ARGH! Chinese mind games. Just watched 2 shows which i dun understand. The more i tink about it the more i dun get it.

[ Servant of God ] | 3:40 AM |

Sunday, December 05, 2004

This world and society taught me a few things. Think about yrself. Be harsh. Dun always give in. But religion taught me a few things. Think about others. Be kind and gentle with yr words and actions. Give in to others. Now i tink, better to follow religion than this world and society for we are not of this world. This is not our home. But also got to balance. Cannot everytime give in. Sometimes muz tink of yourself. What you do affects others. Gotta thank God for the friends He put in my life. But then i oso duno. Everyting oso duno, die lah.

[ Servant of God ] | 4:15 AM |

Friday, December 03, 2004

Reali duno how i should be. Should i make myself happy and do my own stuff or when anyone ask me out at anytime and juz go. Confused man. I mean i wana keep my frens haf fun with them but at the same time i oso wan some time alone juz to relac, play game. Somehow when ppl ask me out i feel complied to go if not feel guilty. What's worse, if one grp ask me out den another one ask me out later, kena stuck. One is not so close but the other one is closer. But one ask first den the other.

[ Servant of God ] | 10:43 PM |

Wednesday, December 01, 2004

If I must boast, I will boast of the things that show my weakness.
2 Corinthians 11:30