Saturday, January 29, 2005 Stepping into church juz now was reali shiok. Juz peaceful. Sad but peaceful. Everytime after a long time u do someting den u get that high happy feeling. But after awhile doing the same ting going back to the same place the feeling not there anymore. Then u stray away, den u come back again hoping to haf that high happy feeling again. Crazy.Monday, January 24, 2005 Ever felt for a person and lost it long time ago and suddenly it comes back again. Knowing that u dun wana start aniting but it juz comes and u feel like funni funni. Like yr spidersense tingling. Y? Y muz mummy be like dis? I feel sad toking to her. Knowing that if i dun get angry she wun stop. Juz keep going and going and going. Asking stupid questions. AHHH!Thursday, January 20, 2005 Seems onli drinking now can gif me a good nite rest. Balls. Dun wana be an alcoholic man. 2~@$$!@$!@@#@4 Sianed. Everytings inside not wanting to come out. Even if i wan to sae it out i duno how. Dun even noe wads inside. Self-pity? Sure haf some. Dats 1 of the worse shit to haf. Not tinking abt others but onli yrself. Wrong man. Sorry if my attitude and the way i tok has offended any of u. If wana kan me juz do it man. Maybe den i will wake up.Monday, January 10, 2005 In his heart a man plans his course, but the LORD determines his steps.Proverbs 16:9 Friday, January 07, 2005 How about tmr? Go for confession. Start life anew. Y not? =)Was listening to O Come All Ye Faithful and thought about a picture. Imagine a few billion of us all in rows stretching infinitely with light shining upon all of us waiting to enter the kingdom of God. With angels singing and with musical instruments by the side of all of us. But we did not achieve this because of ourself but because of Jesus. Not for our own glory but for God's glory. WHOOOO! Monday, January 03, 2005 You were taught, with regard to your former way of life, to put off your old self, which is being corrupted by its deceitful desires ....Ephesians 4:22 |
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