A simple life?

Monday, February 28, 2005

For I am the LORD, your God, who takes hold of your right hand and says to you, Do not fear; I will help you.
Isaiah 41:13

[ Servant of God ] | 2:09 AM |

Sunday, February 27, 2005

1. Fast from anger and hatred. Give your family that extra dose of love.

2. Fast from division. Strive to be in unity with everyone.

3. Fast from judging others. Before making any judgment, remember how Jesus overlooks our faults.

4. Fast from low self-esteem, pessimism, and negativity. Be positive in your outlook on life.

5. Fast from discouragement. Let's have hope in all that we do.

6. Fast from personal anxiety, fear, and worry. Jesus is watching over our lives. Put your trust in him.

7. Fast from lethargy. Have enthusiasm for life.

8. Fast from the problems that overwhelm your life and wear you down. Pray and ask Jesus for help.

9. Fast from complaining. When you're about to complain, try to appreciate all the moments of joy.

10. Fast from too much self-concern. Put yourself in the shoes of other people.

11. Fast from any resentments or bitterness. Forgive those who have hurt your life.

12. Fast from conversations that are negative or filled with gossip. Encourage one another.

13. Fast from spending too much money. Reduce your spending by 10 percent and have your family give the savings to the poor.

14. Fast from too much of the world. In Lent, try to give extra time to Jesus.

[ Servant of God ] | 4:37 AM |

Wednesday, February 23, 2005

Wish i was married already. Ppl will sae u are mad. I noe its kinda impossible without money and at dis age to get married esp here in singapore. But if u were married already u would have at least meaning in your life. Bring yr kids up properly. Work and earn money for yr family. Have some1 to share yr thoughts with. At least there's these things which bring meaning to yr life. Now? Do what? I noe not many ppl can haf dis sorta life where u can juz lobo everyday and do noting. But juz try to be in dis kinda life, it would have no meaning, no purpose and its reali no life.

Let's see how many of these aims can i cross out b4 i enter ns. I noe the 1st one until i die oso cannot cross out. Let's see abt the rest.

[ Servant of God ] | 1:12 AM |

Tuesday, February 22, 2005

Yet the LORD longs to be gracious to you; he rises to show you compassion. For the LORD is a God of justice. Blessed are all who wait for him!
Isaiah 30:18

[ Servant of God ] | 3:34 AM |

Sunday, February 20, 2005

A man of many companions may come to ruin, but there is a friend who sticks closer than a brother.
Proverbs 18:24

[ Servant of God ] | 8:21 PM |

Saturday, February 19, 2005

Do we reali have to hurt ourselves and some1 else to learn our lesson again? Every year dis kinda ting happens at least once. Sian. U noe its never gona work out. Never.

Sorry guys for the way i talk or rather the lack of toking the past days.

[ Servant of God ] | 2:26 AM |

Thursday, February 17, 2005

I hate to have to runaway from things which i noe i can settle. But this time it concerns not onli each other. Seeing u makes me feel guilty. I noe i haven tried but it seems to me dat we can't tok tings out. Sae wads reali wrong. Y u are not happy wif me. We used to be like brothers. Partly its oso my fault. I wana tok tings out but oso duno if its necessary. Y i wana do it i oso duno but i guess is to noe wad u reali felt dat time. Its all over between us. Juz frens man. Juz frens.

[ Servant of God ] | 5:48 AM |

Wednesday, February 16, 2005

There's some frens i tink no matter how much u wan to oso cannot gam. Probably too much tings happen in the past and there's tings to be settled. Probably u were too close last time. Most probably its not God's will.

[ Servant of God ] | 2:17 AM |

Tuesday, February 15, 2005

A part from Father James Yeo's last sermon - 'The season of lent is to examine our life and see which part of it isnt compatible with the teachings of Jesus.'

Wanted to go for confession on sunday but when i reach church, there was no confession. Felt kinda sian. Was tinking to myself am i doomed to hell? Tot again cannot be, Jesus died for all of us to go to heaven. I tink was quite a long time i felt so peaceful and attentive during mass.

I tink anyones blog entitles them to sae aniting abt aniting or anione. If it juz happens u were mentioned in some1's blog and it makes u unhappy or guilty or aniting bad, i tink u can do 2 tings. 1 is to ignore the ting and juz let it be if the ting doesnt reali matter 2 u or 2nd u can juz settle the ting if it matters to u. A blog is i tink somewhere u can juz express yrself without any1 judging u but it is oso somewhere u wun get advice lah. So dun feel bad abt wad u blogged, i tink usually ppl wun sort of reply abt wad u blogged unless it reali matters to them.

[ Servant of God ] | 2:11 AM |

Sunday, February 13, 2005

Ho lang zin pai zor. That's wad i reali tink. But pai zor ma si ai zor. Just so empty. Just so empty. What if u didn't noe anyone at all in dis world. What if a man was reali juz an island. Damm self centered. That's wad ppl will be if no 1 knew anyone in this world. Meaningless. That's wad i tink dis world is now. Stop whining dom. Stop. Yea. Life rocks.

[ Servant of God ] | 1:12 AM |

Friday, February 11, 2005

What's visiting without yr direct relations? What's visiting if juz going for gambling? Kongkong understandable but mummy? Dun understand. Go awhile oso ok mah.

[ Servant of God ] | 4:01 AM |

Wednesday, February 09, 2005

What's left of my ssdc booklet. Forgotten to take out from my 3/4 and went into the washing machine. Sad.

[ Servant of God ] | 10:16 PM |

Had funny thoughts juz now abt cny. Thought abt it as meaningless. A time where ppl can dress nice nice and visit others? A time to juz gamble? Take ang pao? I guess not totally. I think the main purpose is to pay respect to yr elders. Didnt get to pai jia to daddy 2day. Felt kinda shitty. He loves to get pai jiaed. But aunty mary sae we are modern dun need to do it. Hate to sae dis but wts? Reali wts.

[ Servant of God ] | 4:31 AM |

Sunday, February 06, 2005

Sorry man sam had to make u leave halfway. Reali sorry.

One might sae aiyah who cares is his tai zi. But wad u do oso affects others man and somemore is a close fren can sae brother. One might oso sae in this world where got such tings as brother or hiadi? I sae that u muz haf met alot of wrong ppl or someting might be wrong wif u. Aye sian.

Church. Go church but dun go confession oso abit pointless. Dun go church oso not good. Go confession next day sin again den got to go again. Dun go confession will be living in sin. Wah sian. Not going to church doesn't mean i'm not a Catholic. I still believe in God, i can still dun eat meat on friday, i can still fast on ash wednesday. Not going to church doesnt mean i cannot or dowan to do all these.

[ Servant of God ] | 5:06 AM |

Thursday, February 03, 2005

I'm not a perfect person. There's many things i wish i didn't do.

I never meant to do those things to you.

I'm sorry that i hurt you.

All the pain i put you through. I wish i could take it all away.

For leaving school, for smoking, for tattooing. For going against yr wishes. I cannot believe i am feeling like this for u. Cannot believe. From hating u when i was young, now i want to make amends. Cannot believe it. Balls.