A simple life?

Tuesday, June 28, 2005

Missed you the moment you closed the door.

[ Servant of God ] | 2:56 AM |

Saturday, June 18, 2005

Running away from something but i duno wad. Feeling up the emptiness with driving. But can't keep doing that. Already broke like balls. Feel so distant from everything and everyone. God, frens, bros, family and myself. Duno who am i anymore man. That's the worse shit. Not knowing who u are. Juz imagine having no identity. Juz like an illegal immigrant in a country. Become very self-centered. Damm proud. Sorry guys for the way i acted the pass week.

[ Servant of God ] | 2:13 AM |

Friday, June 10, 2005

Feel so damm happy man. Never felt happier the past 2 years. But better don't let this get to your head. So what if you got license? Other ppl oso have. So what if now you can officially drive? Other ppl oso can and do it even better. So what if you are the driver? You were once a passenger too and you started out not knowing a single thing abt driving. Reali don't wana let this make me become more proud and so full of myself. Owe it all to God, family and friends. Without their support and encouragement would never have passed the test. Thank you especially God. Thank you Mother. Thanks aunty mary, daddy, t, mummy, jon, jeremy and sam.

[ Servant of God ] | 12:01 AM |

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

Juz gona type how i feel now. Damm sian! Feeling aimless again. Even with my driving test so close i don't feel anything. Not because i'm confident of passing but like i juz don't give a shit. Pass few months of lessons and comes to this, don't give a shit what the shit. Duno y suddenly confidence all gone. Izzit coz of nothing to do? Or izzit because of this someone. Can say a crush. Not like its anything big but made the effort to get her no. but after a few days of messaging juz dun feel like it anymore. Probably coz of the late replies i get but also duno wad. Juz duno wad. Don't dare to be myself. Don't even noe who's myself. Admire ppl who are confident and can juz be who they are every single day. Maybe i'm juz running away. Away from what i duno. Entering NS getting to me? Juz a bit but don't reali care too. Bo pian muz do one. Physically and mentally tired but juz cant rest. Heart not at peace how to slp? Duno y liddat oso. Ah stop whining life's like that. Don't runaway. Face life man.