A simple life?

Saturday, August 27, 2005

Accept your faults. Accept your shortcomings. Accept your good points. Accept your bad points. Be realistic. Love yourself, but not too much. Think of yourself, but not to the point where you become self-centered. Don't worry about the future. Not 10 years down the road that kind of future but even 2 hours later that kind of future. Don't expect much from others, the same way don't expect too much of yourself. Do your best and do it with your heart. Have priorities, stick to them. Have principles, stick to them. If you're doing something right, don't worry about what others would say. Have confidence. Hold firm to whatever you have faith in and believe in. Trust in God. Show mercy and pity to others. Don't always accomadate others. How are you gona make people happy if you yourself are not? Be sensitive to others. Treat all as equals. Everyone has their shortcomings and they might be struggling like you, don't make it any harder for them. Tell them of their shortcomings if you treasure them as friends. Be true to yourself. How can you be honest to others when you can't even be honest to yourself? Have dreams, work towards it. Have passion. Be yourself, you just might be an inspirition to others.

[ Servant of God ] | 3:51 PM |

Thursday, August 18, 2005

That was the best version of baby one more time i ever heard. WOW. Bth when marty got the song. Lol. So far the mildest perfomance of rockstar inxs but the best!

Feel like i can finally sleep well tonight with a somewhat clear conscience. Of who i wana be. A friend in need is a friend indeed. Now i think i know what that reali means. When ppl tok to you about their problems, you might just realise u have the same problem as theirs and while trying to help them you actually are helping yourself at the same time.

[ Servant of God ] | 1:44 AM |

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

Can't take my hands off you
Can't take my lips off you
Good and bad times we went through
Sometimes even in the loo.

Most people don't like you around
But you don't make a sound
I still bring you out
Though it might not please a crowd.

You're burnt a big hole in my pocket
But you never make me fat
Shit, i just lost my groove
Its time to make a move

So, soon it might be goodbye
It might be hard
But i will at least try
My beloved Pall Mall Lights.

[ Servant of God ] | 10:03 PM |

Demons in my mind. Make me so freaking tired. I feel like i don't have the right to have fun. I mean what fun do i deserve? Everyday at home, lobo, never even do anything, nothing strenous. I think the most physically strenous ting i do everyday is walk. Freaking meaningless. I really wonder what change will i undergo when i go daddy there. Hope i'll turn out a better person.

[ Servant of God ] | 12:44 AM |

Monday, August 15, 2005

I've never told anyone this for a longg time but pray man pray. We are also humans and don't know some of the answers ourself. But God knows and will answer us in one way or another when He wants to. That's what i believe anyway. Stay strong bro.

Just talked to ken and he said not to microwave eggs even if their cracked coz it will explode. His just did. Lol.

[ Servant of God ] | 4:13 PM |

Friday, August 12, 2005

Talked to ken, woman and sam about my dad's plan. All said to go. Well, sam offered more insight. Why can't i stop smoking, get fit and change my lifestyle here? I think the only reason is me. I need someone to push me. Still considering whether to go anot. I think i already know the answer but just don't want to confirm it. Duno what T will tink but i guess he will support whatever decision i make.

Was toking to woman just now about the show the maid. At first thought it was overseas production but its actually a singapore one. She said one character in the show was called Ah Soon. Bth, started laughing. No offense to singaporean production but can't they come up with a more creative name!? Ah Soon. WAHAHHA.

Why can't i be more patient with you? Its not like i like to lose my temper or scold you, everytime i do it i feel bad u noe. I want you to be confident, steady, make minor decisions by yourself. But i can't choose you. God blessed me with you. I will try to see it as a blessing.

[ Servant of God ] | 2:05 AM |

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

Just came back from dinner with my dad from some restaurant in novena. Was ordering fish then the waiter asked, 'Ni de yu fang rose buds he farker?' English translation 'Your fish put rose buds and farker?' Wah bth reali wanted to ask him 'Err se mo farker?' or maybe 'What u sae! What farker!'

Anyway had a long talk with my father, but it was mostly one way, 97% father tok 3% i tok. Gave me alot to think about. If i follow what he suggested i do, really gona change my lifestyle. Well we can always adapt. Now only depends i want anot.

Went with sam to vintage last night. Was good. Drinks and the ppl there were great. Now's really the time i wana go there. Just listen to the music, drink and don't think abt any ting.

If only life wasn't so confusing. U know this house that house. I have 3 houses to choose from. People might say wah shiok wad so many house to choose. Sae really it sux. Wanting to live in either of the houses is how to say emotionally straining. Bringing clothes all this around is small thing but its the ppl and things u have to sort of leave behind thats just abit difficult. In every house the lifestyle and ppl are different. They might be my family but how long have i lived with them? How comfortable am i with them? Aye but can't change this reality oso.

[ Servant of God ] | 9:47 PM |

Monday, August 08, 2005

Humble me Lord. Help me to be who You want me to be and not how others want me to. Help me to be a pure instrument for You. For i serve no one but You. I don't want to serve anyone but You. Help me also to realise and act upon the knowledge that to serve You is also to serve others and not myself. I am not worthy of your help Jesus, but please.. have mercy on me Jesus.

[ Servant of God ] | 1:45 AM |

Friday, August 05, 2005

A night of passion
May just leave you pregnant
If you can't take the responsibility
Then don't give in to being horny.

A life is at stake
That difficult choice can you make?
To bring the little one to the world
Or to kill someone as precious as a pearl.

A child of God the little one is
Killing it won't bring you peace
Seeing another child in a cradle
The guilt can you handle?