A simple life?

Tuesday, February 28, 2006

Can't sleep so thought of posting some pics up.

Rented the car last thursday. Loved the look and the sound of the car. Its only just exterior tho, the car can't run.

Lancer 7.

Front view.

Back view.

Whoo! Loved the exhaust. It went RRRRR!

Driving.

Good morning!

[ Servant of God ] | 3:13 AM |

Monday, February 27, 2006

On saturday my uncle and me drove to melaka and stayed there for a day.

First meal in melaka! Dim sum. This is the first time we tried this dim sum after all the years we've been there and it was sedappp.

View from our hotel. Hotel Mimosa.

Durian kueh. Cute eh?

Look at the size of their kitkat compared to the ones here. WHOO! This is what i call besar man.

Ah what great memories while we were in melaka. Jonker street, pasar malam, mahkota parade, fajar, makko. I think the word to describe how i felt was nostalgic. It really feels like home outside of home.

Ok, i have to admit, i'm feeling kinda tense and well alittle stressed out about entering ns. Honestly have been feeling quite down for the past week and i would really like to apologize if i have pissed anyone of you off by my actions or my words. I know that no one deserves to get shit from anybody even if their down, so i really am sorry.

Just 2 more weeks man, i really feel time is running out.

A level results coming out on wednesday. Take it easy friends. It isn't the end of the world if you don't do well neither does it bring you to the top of the world if you do well. So just all the best! =)

[ Servant of God ] | 2:52 PM |

Saturday, February 25, 2006

I'm on my way i'm on my way home sweeeettt homeeee!

See you guys in a day!

The next time i write something like this, it would be 2 weeks. Whee!

[ Servant of God ] | 1:49 AM |

Saturday, February 18, 2006

Now i know why i shouldn't fall for someone in class. Ashamed to say it, but i get distracted. I go to class with the wrong motive and mindset. Don't really feel myself in class. Don't know if its because i'm not feeling well. Well, its not the class's fault nor is it the girl's fault. Just boils down to myself.

I'm trying, but i'm getting sick of quitting.

Reading a book called Pope John Paul II : A Personal Portrait Of The Pope And The Man by Ray Flynn. Not a bad book. This author was the former US ambassador of the Vatican, so he got to be real close to the late pope at important events and private ones. He writes about the events the pope goes to, how he is during the events and how the pope touched the lives of many. Actually i think he writes about more stuff but don't know how to put it down in words. The question i'm asking myself is why am i writing about this? lol. Anyway, its not just a book solely for Catholics. If you wana noe more about the late pope and some of the things he did in his life through the eyes of this author, would really recommend this book. In my opinion, after reading most of this book, the late pope isn't someone like wahh super powerful but an ordinary person chosen by God to do extraordinary things which i think no one had done.

Gona go to my dad's place later in the evening, my cousin from australia who is a chef is cooking. Sounds good. Wish i didn't have this flu. Just wack only! But come to think of it, JUST WACK ONLY gave me this flu.

Goodnite!

[ Servant of God ] | 4:06 AM |

Friday, February 17, 2006

2 weeks and sad to say its not going well.

Instead of 2 days 1 stick, it has been 2 sticks 1 day for the past 3 days.

Falling sick doesn't help. Willing myself not to smoke is giving me a headache. The drowsy medicine is not helping at all.

I used to like the feeling the drowsy medicine gives me last time, but now, wanting to get fit, i hate this weak and neng ka feeling.

So bored at home with the rain and the flu.

The weather is quite bad. Rain with sun. I don't know whats the rationale behind it, but they say kena rain with sun will make you fall sick easier. Bring an umbrella out friends, you never know when it'll rain.

[ Servant of God ] | 4:18 PM |

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

Limited Edition Kitkats!

Tried the Lemon Cheesecake flavour and the Dark Luxury flavour. The cheesecake one was
nicer. Although i hate cheesecake, somehow this tasted good.

Complacent or giving up? I think i'm getting complacent in quitting smoking. Didn't really feel the need to smoke or experienced much withdrawal symptoms on sunday. Now, i think i can just stop any time i want so guess what? I didn't hesitate smoking 2 sticks just now. I know this will bring trouble. Complacency and being over-confident will just bring me down. Damm it. If i could stop any time i wanted, i wouldn't have experienced the shit i felt last week. Pride is the beginning of a fall.

Can't sleep right now even though i'm really tired physically. Won't deny that i'm excited and sorta nervous about going to SP tmr for the workshop. My RCIY classmate is holding a workshop on how to speak in front of a camera, so going down to support her. Supporting her is nothing. Its when she said must be like enthu and ON. Wah, say really i just wana sit down, learn something and then have a meal or something. Not used to like siao on-ness. Well, just see how tmr goes.

'If there's someone that should know then just let your feelings show.' Meaningful lyrics for me in All for Love by Bryan Adams. Doesn't just apply to your crush or your SO. But also applies to your family and friends.

A little about St Valentine, more than a Patron Saint of lovers. http://www.catholic.org/saints/saint.php?saint_id=159

Happy Valentine's Day friends!

[ Servant of God ] | 3:10 AM |

Sunday, February 12, 2006

I am so pissed right now. My aim was first, not smoke one whole day then not smoke for 2 whole days then 3. But i'm stuck at 2 days. Every 2 days my will just weakens and i smoke. And you know what? I'm pissed. Really freaking pissed. Yesterday 2 sticks. Just now 1 stick. Wah lao. No one's fault really but mine.

During the past week of trying to quit, i realised y in the 1st place i smoked and carried on. I couldn't remember that smoking makes you high until after stopping for 2 days. It really makes me high. The stuff that bothers me just goes to the back of my head and I don't think about it temporarily. 2 catches. 1) Problems only go to the back of my head. 2) I don't think about it temporarily. In the end, it will just come back and unless i pull myself up and think of a way to solve it, it will still be there. Lol. Why wana just keep smoking and pushing it away when solving it once and for all just solves it once and for all. Smoking also really shows my faith in God. I'm not trusting in Him enough thats y i smoke. If i really trust in Him, why so afraid to face problems? Smoking also shows that i have no balls. No balls to face and solve problems.

Enough of all this crap. I'm not so pissed that i have no nicotine in me, i'm more pissed because i realise i need to depend on nicotine.

O level results were out. Congrats to those who got the results they wanted. To those who didn't, i qoute sam, '9 A1s doesn't confirm your future, 9 F9s doesn't spell your doom.' Something like that, sorry bro if i got it wrong.

On a happier note, yesterday was a really good saturday. Only wasted was my lethargy. Played billard with my uncle, had dinner with iz and his family then had supper with jon and serena. No partying or whatsoever but just great company.

[ Servant of God ] | 3:17 AM |

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

5 days and it feels so damm long!

I hate to say this but i'm damm pissed. Funny ah, what cigarettes can do to you. Woke up today feeling quite good actually, felt like i didn't need to smoke anymore! But as the day went on, whoo! the urge was kinda strong that by trying to suppress it without the inhaler, i felt pissed. Nearly blew my top at a guy in the bus. But thinking he was abit off, controlled myself. Think about it now also wana laugh.

Times like these when i don't wana hang out or talk with people who are important to me. Really very sorry if i wasn't myself or said something wrong. I really am sorry.

Now, i feel like drinking.

Heard from eliz that o level results are coming out this friday. Wah this year is fast man! Anyway, no good luck or whatever since you guys have already sat for the test. Just God bless and take things easy. We sow what we reap man. Balls. I mean we reap what we sow.

Went with winnie to this new place in gardens called sticky rice.

She ordered i think something like Chicken in Basil with white rice.

The rice was round.

Looks kinda like minced meat and kinda sick but tasted nice! Spicy tho.

I ate spaghetti with chicken in basil i think. I think its exactly the same as what she ordered only mine was with spaghetti. Not bad but spicy.

Total cost: $24.50 plus a glass of barley and 2 ice water.

Not a bad place.

[ Servant of God ] | 11:28 PM |

Monday, February 06, 2006

Let me share my quitting experience after 3 days.

Its tough. After only smoking for what 2 years, quitting is reali difficult. For the past 3 days, have been feeling lethargic, grumpy, sleepy,moody and well depressed. lol. The urge to smoke is even greater when i see other people smoke. Its like u know seeing people yawn then you also feel like yawning. Nah juz kidding, but its something to that extent. Anyway, i bthed and took a stick from sam's friend just now.

I'm trying my best to quit smoking for myself and not for anyone.

Don't wana be a slave to the stick anymore.

Sometimes when we have 'problems', pretend someone else is saying that problem to you. You might just find yourself saying to yourself 'ridiculous. That's a problem?'

[ Servant of God ] | 1:24 AM |

Saturday, February 04, 2006

These replaced by these..

Not as satisfying but at least it lightens the withdrawal symptoms. But its freaking chor.

Please forgive me if i am grumpy or easily irritable the next 2 weeks.

Rented a Integra TYPE R!

Nah just a mazda 323 with the sticker.

Miss having a car. Reali gotta apologize to jeremy for not playing. The whole week of CNY was packed that by the time i reach home everyday i'm too shag for racing. Next time ya! Wana see the power of your EVO man.

[ Servant of God ] | 7:46 PM |

Friday, February 03, 2006

CNY eve.

The feast!

The rice.

The duck.

The yam ring.

The fried fish with sweet and sour sauce.

The best! Pig stomach soup.

How i wish every meal was this shiok. The atmosphere played a big part. I'll be home for dinner everyday!

After reunion dinner headed down to chinatown at abt 12 with ken, jon and serena. Caught the fireworks, whoo! freaking good. But the crowd was mad, don't need to even walk just stand still and people will just push u forward.

The picture was taken at abt 4+am while waiting for my cousins after work.