Thursday, April 27, 2006 More relieved knowing that there is help.There is hope. There is another way out. Tuesday, April 25, 2006 Physical pain is nothing compared to the mental one. Nothing. When people cant see it, they cant treat it. Whats worse, when you don't know or cant say whats causing it.Camp life has been really getting to me. Realised i changed. Selfish. Self-centered. Tense. Can't stop thinking or rather worrying. Whats worse, this doesn't only affect me. Affects my family, my friends and the people around me. I rush my friends when we go out, people have to help me do even the slightest of things. I feel really bad. Somehow these past weeks, i don't know how to say but just don't feel like the real me. Something's really getting to me and i just don't know what it is. Anyway, on MC till tmr. Gona take this time to really sort things out and hopefully, hopefully by the weekend, everything will be alright. Saturday, April 22, 2006 2 brothers. The elder one is good, the younger one is bad. The younger one always get in trouble, then one night, he came home with his shirt stained with blood and the police were looking for him. He asked the brother for help. The elder one told him to exchange clothes and he would surrender to the police. He did and got sentenced to death and the younger one escaped and hopefully would turn over a new leaf. The death of Jesus on the cross can be compared to this story. He died for our sins, we escape eternal damnation and hopefully we would repent everytime we sin.Just a cut short version of what Father said during class today. Really made alot of sense to me. Book out lo! Good morning! Sunday, April 16, 2006 What a long weekend!One little downside of such a long weekend is when its time to book in, u feel damm sian. Don't know why but have been feeling quite sian and down the past week. Sorry if i appeared very bo chup. BRT stage is starting, don't really know what to expect. Well, just see how it goes. See you all in 5 days time! Goodnite! Sunday, April 09, 2006 Whee! An extra night at home!Just 1 more week and my PTP phase is over. Have kinda gotten used to camp life. There's been bad moments but there were really good and funny moments too. There's life outside camp, gotta always remind myself that. Anyway, 6 more days to my RCIY classmates baptism, feel real happy for them. Other than my sore throat, had a really good weekend. Goodnight! |
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