Wednesday, November 22, 2006 Pek cek. That's exactly how i'm feeling right now. Its really no fun having anxiety and then depression. I really wish i can get cured as soon as possible. I'm just so sick of being sick. When i'm feeling pek cek, i feel pissed. Pissed at everyone. I'm just looking out for trouble and when i blow, i regret and i get worse. Sian ah.I don't feel like giving praise to God now. Honestly, i just feel like scolding him and ask him when are You gona let me get well. But, i noe, God knows all. His plans are good for me. I wun lose hope. I really wish someone can give me an instant cure. Monday, November 20, 2006 At times like now, i ask not myself but God, why do i have to have this. I can't adapt, i can't stay up late, i can't take stress, i get nervous easily, i can't drink like others can.And i get the answer, its all good for you. For His plans is to prosper me, plans to give me hope and a future. "'For I know the plans I have for you,’ declares the Lord, ‘plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.’” (Jeremiah 29:11-13, NIV) Monday, November 06, 2006 I prayed, and God answered.Through my uncle, my girlfriend, my 3 bros, even when one's overseas, one's in tekong and one who i can only meet after work. I don't really know what to say. I feel clearer now, but i'm still tired. I don't feel so lost and helpless now. Praise God! Friday, November 03, 2006 BALLSSSSSS i just typed a whole lot of things and something cocked up. BALLSSSSS. |
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