A simple life?

Friday, October 31, 2008

Whew.

Thanks Sam.

Why am i thanking Sam?

Because..

I nearly got myself a tattoo on my ankle yesterday evening. I was so damn serious about it in the afternoon that i was going to call Jap and arrange for an appointment there and then.

Decided to give sam a call and ask for his opinion.

After talking to him though, i was still rather set on getting it but not so much than before.

Thanks Mummy.

If not for the fact that i was with my mum and had to take a taxi back with her, i wouldn't have had the time to think about what might happen or not happen after getting inked.

Thanks Anjadi.

Because you were in my mind, i decided against getting a tattoo that's more visible.

Thank you God.

Because of you, all these people are in my life right now.

Hmm..

I honestly have no idea why i'm going through this, as sam calls it, the 'rebellious phase'.

All i can think of is probably that i don't really bother about what others think of me based on my appearance as i did before and want to do what i dared not do before.

Hmm..

Confidence brings power.

Power brings responsibility.

Thanks Spiderman's Uncle.

Anyway Ken, a long overdue picture of my HU.

All the best for your papers this saturday man.

Gooooodnitee.

[ Servant of God ] | 12:34 AM |

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

You see how emo your sleeping beauty is!! =D

[ Servant of God ] | 5:12 PM |

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Something before i leave the house just in case i forget..

With knowledge, comes power.

With power, comes responsibilty.

Use or abuse.

That's up to you.

[ Servant of God ] | 4:32 PM |

Monday, October 27, 2008

Something before i head for bed just in case i forget to blog about it.

You know the popular phrase people like to say, 'Don't think about the past or future, just focus on the present.'

I thought that this phrase can be elaborated more clearly.

To like,

'Don't dwell on the past or worry about the future. Just be in the present.'

Dwell - 1. to linger over, emphasize, or ponder in thought, speech, or writing

2. to live or continue in a given condition or state: to dwell in happiness.

Worry - 1. to torment with cares, anxiety.

2. to torment oneself with or suffer from disturbing thoughts; fret.

Taken from www.dictionary.com

Probably its just me that figured this only now.

Well, to those who haven't, HIGH FIVE! =X

Off to bed!

[ Servant of God ] | 4:54 AM |

Lobohias!

Announcement! Announcement!

Just talked to Ken online and he told me to ask you guys if you all want anything from Aussie land..

If there's anything you all want, just let me know and i'll let Ken know ya!

Here's a website you all can take a look at for clothing!

[ Servant of God ] | 4:29 AM |

Sunday, October 26, 2008

Went for a shoot last Saturday with a few of the Jaben guys at Benjamin Sheares Bridge..

Some pictures from the guys and myself.

Courtesy of Terence..

So.. I sorta became the model of the day..

Listening to Tony's more than $5000 portable rig and loving it =x

Terence got us to stay still for this shot..

Now, courtesy of Napat..

Shooting the cars..

Ending the day..

Shot with the 100mm macro..

Same lens used..

Here are some of mine..

Can't add all that i want due to some weird problem in blogger..

Terence's Setup..

Olympus E-3

12-60mm F/2

On the tripod..

Next up..

Tony's Setup..

Canon 30D

24-105 F/4L IS USM

On the tripod..

Lastly, Napat's setup..

Canon 30D

10-22mm F/4-5.6(I think)

On the tripod..

A head that costs $600..

And this costs $800..

Roll Call!

Napat..

Tony..

Terence..

I find he looks like he's praying..

Dressed up iPod!

Failed panning attempt..

Having fun with the 10-22mm..

Still having fun..

This is the best i could do without a tripod..

Streaks of light from the cars on the expressway..

Another one..

The end.

Sam and Rach is over at my place right now playing rockband..

I'm feeling kinda shagged so decided not to join in..

I've got more to blog, but that will be for another time..

Have a happy long weekend!

[ Servant of God ] | 8:15 PM |

Damn, blogger's photo uploading tool is kinda screwed up now.

The photos of last Saturday's shoot will have to wait since its so late now..

Anyway, here's a picture..

My first henna! =D

The lady didn't know how to draw dragons or a phoenix so i settled for a Japanese lotus.. It doesn't really look like one, but i'm happy with it..

I'm so ready for Deepavali this year man!

Btw people, Papadum has a hand action you know? I'll show it to you if you're interested =X

Whew, exams are over..

Another what, 7 more months..

Ook, off to sleep.

Goodnite.

[ Servant of God ] | 4:36 AM |

Friday, October 24, 2008

BAHH I tried to enable my comments but it still doesn't show on my blog..

[ Servant of God ] | 12:56 AM |

Friday, October 17, 2008

WOOO

Its so liberating during the times when i don't have to be obsessive in my thoughts.

[ Servant of God ] | 2:15 AM |

Happy, smoke.

Sad, smoke.

Bored, smoke.

Hungry, smoke.

Thirsty, also smoke.

Free time, smoke.

Busy, smoke.

Use computer, smoke.

Watching movie at home halfway, smoke.

Read newspaper halfway, smoke.

After meals, smoke.

Wake up, smoke.

Before sleep, smoke.

Anxious, smoke.

Calm, also smoke.

All this is freaking true.

I feel that whatever err, reaction i get or feeling i get, i will just have the natural urge to smoke.

WTH?!

At least i've managed to cut down to a more reasonable amount of 11 sticks per day.

Its going to be a long and tough journey.. But, no pain no gain eh?

[ Servant of God ] | 12:19 AM |

Thursday, October 16, 2008

Just a little something before i fall asleep.

About what i said,
I have a good feeling it will stand for a long long time.
:)

[ Servant of God ] | 4:06 AM |

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Singapore Motorshow 2008 through my shitty e71's eye..

So i saw Lewis Hamilton drinking coffee..

An i think environmentally friendly F1 car..

The old Odyssey which has 2 exhausts..

WOOOO Nissan GTR..

Backside of Nissan GTR..

Swee?

Nissan GTR's exhaust..

Mini bike.. I wonder if it can really work.. I'll teach Rocky how to ride it if it does =x

Reminds me of the show Masked Rider.. A souped up version of it..

Freaking Civic Type R!

Freaking Civic Type R backside.. I realize i prefer hatchbacks to sedans..

This is what i call super I.C.E.

I have no idea what's this, i'm guessing its an amp but it just looks damn cool..

Speakers on the inside of the hood of the boot..

All in a freaking fierce Nissan GTR!

Jon! Got time upload yours k! I wana seeeeeeeeeee..

Wooo, haven't blogged with pictures for quite a while..

Feels goooooddd..

I kinda miss photography...

I've been thinking, just keep my body and my current Sigma lense then, add on a 70-200 F4L IS USM, a simple flash unit and a wireless flash transmitter and i've got myself pretty covered for the stuff i wana shoot.

But, alas, i'm not rich lol

So i guess i'll stick to selling off everything and get a compact!

I might be selling off my dry cabinet due to the rise in electricity bills too..

WOOOHOOOO

Ook, off to get ready for school!

Till next time,

take care one and all!

[ Servant of God ] | 4:48 PM |

Wah lao, i had a freaking nightmare la..

And you guys would definitely agree with it..

I dreamed that i was going in to NS as a recruit again!$@#@ and my campmates whom i've never seen before in real life and i were discussing ways to bring in cigarettes lol

Talk about nostalgic =X

[ Servant of God ] | 4:22 PM |

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Note to self

- Suppressed and built up frustrations -> Trigger -> Temper outburst largely due to built up.
- Sharfed.

Night all.

[ Servant of God ] | 2:03 AM |

Friday, October 10, 2008

I want to go to Africa!

Not because they eat weird stuff..

Not because they have many wild animals..

Not because they can only have sex for entertainment..

BUT!

To freaking see live uncaged eagles la!

Damm cool..

My lecturer ate giraffe's and peacock's before.

I think he will think that the whole zoo is a restaurant that serves buffet.

I hope he doesn't sees this, if not i think i'll fail this module =x

Night!

[ Servant of God ] | 1:15 AM |

Thursday, October 09, 2008

Helping someone who has all those negative thoughts for over 20 years is really not easy..

Its so damn frustrating when the person doesn't seem to be doing anything about it..

We can help, but only to a certain extend.. The person must play a part too..

Fuck.

[ Servant of God ] | 12:01 AM |

Wednesday, October 08, 2008

My stomach's feeling so screwed..

The wonderful penang food that i had for dinner all just came out..

DAMN!

Watched The Housebunny with Sam and Rach just now..

Freaking hilarious..

Those who wants to catch a show just for laughs should catch it..

Well, it has a moral to the story too..

Coincidentally, its something i believe in..

[ Servant of God ] | 1:24 AM |

Tuesday, October 07, 2008

One last shot..

Time to whip out the Nicorette inhaler..

1 after waking up..

1 after breakfast..

1 after lunch..

1 after dinner..

1 after supper..

1 before sleeping..

Nicorette for cravings in between..

Pray for me..

I really hope to get this done..

I'm sorry for the disappointment..

[ Servant of God ] | 12:45 AM |

Sunday, October 05, 2008

"Remember the old days?
Not about you being happy and carefree,
But about you being arrogant and haughty.
Despite the arrogance you portrayed,
Insecurity haunted you everyday.

You don't want to be that way again,
So be aware, but not paranoid,
About the pride and ego we all have inside."

--

I don't want it to happen again..

My psychologist once told me, you won't fall on the same spot again.

Yea, i guess that holds true for awhile.

But after a few good years has passed, then what?

I'm feeling so.. So.. Insecured..

I get like this when i start to feel like i'm doing the wrong thing and don't know who i am..

I don't know..

I don't know..

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Anyway, went for the motorshow with Jon and Serena yesterday..

Hmm, i have to say, i enjoyed it man..

Its my 1st time ever going for this kinda car shows..

WOOOOOOOOO..

The models.. Both the car and the human ones were goooood..

What really caught my eye were the Nissan GTR and the Honda Civic Type R..

I freaking regret not bringing my camera la..

OOO, we caught the stunt show too..

Freaking pro..

I wish i could parallel park like that guy, i have no idea what his name is although they repeated it quite a number of times..

--

Why why..

Why hasn't Boys Town replied me..

BAH.

--

Actually you know what Anjadi?

Come to think of it, i wouldn't mind going for Gestalt therapy sia haha

I want to know the real me LOL

Ok, i'm going to call you now.

=D

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Night.