Friday, May 18, 2012 Tuesday, May 15, 2012 One has been thinking, who should he talk to?Who will be able to understand? He has no one in mind but the one in the counseling room, but that would have to be left till later. In the midst of everything, this blog is what he can think of. To be honest, there are things that one has been very reluctant to do. He knows he has no one to blame but himself. He makes the choices he has made. For reasons which probably makes sense to only a few others and himself. This is a long, dark road which one may not want to step into. This is a painful, somewhat heart-wrenching path which one would walk on if one decides to. What would one gain? Money? Some would. Recognition? Some would. As for some, they are still searching. Some have a bright future ahead of them. Some have good friends they can really call brothers. Some would never sacrifice any of these for that path. He is believing that he is one of them. Saturday, May 21, 2011 This post comes a day late, but like they say, better late than never! 20th May 2011 marks a year and a half in my relationship with Karen. It has been a journey with a few highs as well as a number of lows. We shared plenty of laughter and also wiped countless tears off each others cheeks. At the end of everything, what mattered was that we emerged stronger in our relationship and understood each other at a deeper level. I want to thank you B, for the patience that you've shown me in our relationship. For forgiving me during the times i messed up and for continuing to shower me with your love and care. As before, i seek your forgiveness for the times that i have hurt you. To wish that i could undo the hurt you've gone through is just that, wishful thinking. What i can do however is to try my very best to consciously not cause you pain but to be a source of happiness and encouragement for you as much as possible. There will inevitably be times that i will cause you pain and i hope that you will like before, be able to say, "Its ok, try not to do it again." I could have probably done a much better job typing this post after having enough sleep and i apologize if it is in anyway not up to standard. I only wanted you to be able to see this post when you wake up later. I know this doesn't come as often but i love you B, more than the way i usually express myself or rather, my lack of expression. As we continue to journey as a couple, let's not forget the role that God has played in our relationship and continue to place Him in the center of our relationship as much as possible. Can't wait for our belated celebration! Muackss! =D
Friday, May 06, 2011 "Rid yourselves of all the offenses you have committed, and get a new heart and a new spirit ... Repent and live!" - Ezekiel 18:31-32 Amen.
Monday, January 03, 2011 Chanced upon this picture of a cover of a DVD.. Its an old kung fu movie called 'Point The Finger of Death'. I found it rather hilarious maybe because I am feeling rather high or maybe because times have sorta changed and the only finger of death i know looks like this.. Good morning! =D
Tuesday, October 12, 2010 I passed. It is officially over. YEA! Degree program ahead, ah what the fuck, i have 5 more months to enjoy! WOO!
Wednesday, October 06, 2010 Exams. Foundation Program. A couple of assholes. I say it again: "Fuck off!" =D I promised myself a blog post once my exam ends and here it is! Comparing with what i wrote in my previous blog post, i didn't feel the same exhilaration when i came out of the exam hall after my last paper. What i felt was however immense, immense joy. So much so that i felt like crying the moment i stepped out of the hall earlier than the time we had to finish it. I was thinking, it's done. It's done! My fucking foundation is done! Bye bye Geography! Bye bye Maths! Bye bye English (not)Fun-damentals! I now have a long break of 5 plus months looking at me, here's some big and small things that i would like to see myself check off once the school reopens!
Also, i wana do something that looks like this! No not DJ Hero-ing.. Shop!!! Of course, i will need all your help to accomplish what i have planned.. Thank you B and Lobohias for journeying with me through the past 8 months. Every one of you have made it easier through those gruelling 9am - 4pm days and have made the weekend which i always looked forward to even more fun and happening. I have another 3 years in this school for my degree program and i probably won't have such a long break for a long time. So what the hell, i'm gona just enjoy myself till i'm sick of it and go back to school craving for studies whaha! Till next time! |
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